{"id":618,"date":"2026-02-16T20:13:17","date_gmt":"2026-02-16T19:13:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/?p=618"},"modified":"2026-02-16T20:13:17","modified_gmt":"2026-02-16T19:13:17","slug":"powrot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/2026\/02\/16\/powrot\/","title":{"rendered":"Powr\u00f3t"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kilka lat temu po prostu bra\u0142em spinning i szed\u0142em nad wod\u0119 szuka\u0107 okoni albo szczupak\u00f3w. Regularnie zdarza\u0142y si\u0119 te\u017c kilkudniowe zasiadki z feederem czy sp\u0142awikiem. Potrafi\u0142em sam przesiedzie\u0107 noc obserwuj\u0105c wod\u0119 i czekaj\u0105c na drgni\u0119cie szczyt\u00f3wki. Uczy\u0142em si\u0119 rzeki, ryb i miejsc, kt\u00f3re z czasem sta\u0142y si\u0119 \u201emoimi\u201d.<\/p>\n

I nagle to znikn\u0119\u0142o.<\/p>\n

Nie pami\u0119tam kiedy. Po prostu kt\u00f3rego\u015b dnia przesta\u0142em chodzi\u0107.<\/p>\n

Przez kolejne lata sprz\u0119t tylko przek\u0142ada\u0142em podczas sprz\u0105tania. Bez emocji.<\/p>\n

Ostatnio jednak co\u015b ruszy\u0142o. Otworzy\u0142em pude\u0142ka z przyn\u0119tami. Kolory, kszta\u0142ty, stare woblery.<\/p>\n

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Nagle przypomnia\u0142em sobie jak to by\u0142o by\u0107 nad wod\u0105.<\/p>\n

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Sprawdzi\u0142em w\u0119dki, ko\u0142owrotki, nawin\u0105\u0142em plecionk\u0119 i zajrza\u0142em kiedy ostatnio op\u0142aci\u0142em kart\u0119. Zdziwi\u0142em si\u0119 jak szybko min\u0105\u0142 czas.<\/p>\n

Nie pami\u0119ta\u0142em kiedy przesta\u0142em \u0142owi\u0107, ale pami\u0119ta\u0142em uczucie kiedy si\u0119 \u0142owi. Stan w kt\u00f3rym nic poza t\u0105 jedn\u0105 czynno\u015bci\u0105 nie istnieje. Nie ma pracy, telefonu ani plan\u00f3w. Jest tylko rzut i woda.<\/p>\n

To samo czuj\u0119 czasem w g\u00f3rach zim\u0105 albo jad\u0105c rowerem daleko od miasta. Bycie tu i teraz.<\/p>\n

W ko\u0144cu z\u0142o\u017cy\u0142em travelow\u0105 w\u0119dk\u0119, wrzuci\u0142em pude\u0142ko do plecaka i nie mog\u0142em zasn\u0105\u0107 p\u00f3\u0142 nocy ogl\u0105daj\u0105c w\u0119dkarskie filmy. Dwa dni p\u00f3\u017aniej poszed\u0142em nad wod\u0119. Zima, ryba ospa\u0142a, warunki trudne.<\/p>\n

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Ale co\u015b si\u0119 zmieni\u0142o.<\/p>\n

Nie zrobi\u0142o si\u0119 cieplej na zewn\u0105trz, tylko we mnie.<\/p>\n

Wiedzia\u0142em, \u017ce powinienem by\u0142 otworzy\u0107 te pude\u0142ka du\u017co wcze\u015bniej.<\/p>\n

Do zobaczenia nad wod\u0105.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kilka lat temu po prostu bra\u0142em spinning i szed\u0142em nad wod\u0119 szuka\u0107 okoni albo szczupak\u00f3w. Regularnie zdarza\u0142y si\u0119 te\u017c kilkudniowe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":620,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"default","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-618","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bez-kategorii"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=618"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":622,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618\/revisions\/622"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/620"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/szutrowemysli.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}